Words like larynx aren't enough. You've a violin inside. Don't forget, when you say, I need you with me, breath bow-like drawn across human cords, I know. Eyes confirm it. Tears and trembling. Arms around you. Don't forget.
Homecoming - A Ghost Story for Silvia by Bobibillius, literature
Literature
Homecoming - A Ghost Story for Silvia
She was only seven when she’d first heard it, but when it’s winter and the edges of the creek and window panes are robed in hoarfrost, just as in the telling, a ghost story always seems to linger. “It’s like this,” crazy uncle Boris had begun. The walk down to the creek wasn’t a long one. Silvia skipped and stomped on the thinly lined ice that had formed between trees roots and stone. She smiled at the tinkling sound, like broken glass. “And then see,” he was saying, the fishing pole swinging back and forth as he lumbered on, “you can’t even imagine how the fighting was! Our folk, the Toska, and your, well, it’d be your great great great great great great….gr.. hm. Well, they were the better armed, but when the Worsh came it was by surprise and they had the advantage of numbers see, and they knew the land. And of course they had magic too, see, and” “Uncle, did they really have magic?” “Course they did Silvia. The whole world’s magic. And besides,” and he subsided into a wheezing
Time apart is the slow death. Excuses like red lines, drawn, heart learning to beat with just a little less. Cry to me, and I will answer you. Cry out for me, and I will fly to you. And I will say then, I am here I am here.
Our bed is a planted field my love, lay down to sleep,
I tell her so - she reassures me she is fine,
but there is something restless in her she will keep.
The evening sky drifts as hibiscus in mid steep
and with my hand in hers we sip the wind like wine.
Our bed is a planted field my love, lay down to sleep.
She sighs, that room needs cleaning, this floor need a sweep,
I know it to, but were the house be made to shine
there still is something restless in her she will keep.
Drowsiness comes to beg us, to implore, to weep,
and see the space beside my body, like to thine?
Our bed is a planted field my love, lay down to sleep.
But still - the
Sonnet - In your Pocket by Bobibillius, literature
Literature
Sonnet - In your Pocket
April to me is distant as a cloud,
as distant as a word is to the thing
it represents - she seems to lift a shroud,
to cheer the leaf to dance, the bird to sing,
but these to me are like a painted sun.
I cannot hold the song of bird in hand,
and if I take of flower, it is undone
and shrinks beneath the breaking of the strand.
No, what I crave in spring is more than name,
is more than simple water, wine, or bread -
something to know my foolishness, my shame,
that loves in living - dying, isn't dead -
a tune that holds, despite attempts to drop it -
as intimate as something in your pocket.
Sonnets for the Night, 3 by Bobibillius, literature
Literature
Sonnets for the Night, 3
Or, Angels
I plunge into night - one more cold swimmer
leaving the warmer wings of sleep for dawn,
not yet in flight (an hour will see it dimmer,
this lightless shadowscape). I blink and yawn,
and feel my way (I know the way by heart)
around the house - dress clothes, oatmeal, the pan.
I'm listening to the quiet and the dark -
the tidings they would bring to every man
when briefly, in the smallness of a sigh,
a light reflecting steals across my glasses,
and I expect some car has driven by,
some wind is parting branches as it passes,
but the more I search the more I feel small.
There isn't any light. No light at all.
We weren't meant to be wood - not wood like this,
with knots in every heart and every deep,
quick to offence and thorn, and quick to miss
the spring that seeks to stir us from our sleep.
We weren't meant to be stone - like these tall towers,
professional, important, modern, sheer,
prone to accept the endlessly long hours
away from those who cling to hold us dear
How did it come to this? We build our fence,
we phone our "yes-men" in on every vow
to stack the dauntless case in our defense
and circle back around - how is it, how,
when once we were as kittens are to grief -
bright eyed, lovely, and chasing every leaf?
Folds into cloud - Haiku by Bobibillius, literature
Literature
Folds into cloud - Haiku
Somehow she sleeps, tired -
together, but barely - head
heavy, haphazard.
Outside some starlit
smattering closes over
field - folds into cloud.
cool unconsciousness
blank and black, breeze brushing the
edge of broken thought
Drops - damp, dust and dirt.
Thunder drumming through sky [sigh]
She carries us close.
Words like larynx aren't enough. You've a violin inside. Don't forget, when you say, I need you with me, breath bow-like drawn across human cords, I know. Eyes confirm it. Tears and trembling. Arms around you. Don't forget.
Homecoming - A Ghost Story for Silvia by Bobibillius, literature
Literature
Homecoming - A Ghost Story for Silvia
She was only seven when she’d first heard it, but when it’s winter and the edges of the creek and window panes are robed in hoarfrost, just as in the telling, a ghost story always seems to linger. “It’s like this,” crazy uncle Boris had begun. The walk down to the creek wasn’t a long one. Silvia skipped and stomped on the thinly lined ice that had formed between trees roots and stone. She smiled at the tinkling sound, like broken glass. “And then see,” he was saying, the fishing pole swinging back and forth as he lumbered on, “you can’t even imagine how the fighting was! Our folk, the Toska, and your, well, it’d be your great great great great great great….gr.. hm. Well, they were the better armed, but when the Worsh came it was by surprise and they had the advantage of numbers see, and they knew the land. And of course they had magic too, see, and” “Uncle, did they really have magic?” “Course they did Silvia. The whole world’s magic. And besides,” and he subsided into a wheezing
Time apart is the slow death. Excuses like red lines, drawn, heart learning to beat with just a little less. Cry to me, and I will answer you. Cry out for me, and I will fly to you. And I will say then, I am here I am here.
What am I to use?
The Girl was soaked
to the bone now, and still crying,
the kind of tears that made her teeth
show, and which made her cough
and take deep breaths. I stared. Everything
that was human was welling up in me - like
those tears. It is something when someone is
crying for easy things. Crying is not hard. But
this was something else. There is a person - a
sometimes
i think
if i don’t eat something
with enough wasabi
on it that i
am breathing bleach
i’m going to cave in
around my mouth
until
i’m inside out
and sometimes
when i see
your tracks
out
in the digital
snowscape
i think
of rubbing
up against the pixels
like a cat
so everything
you
smells like
me
but sometimes
i think
some sort of truth
is that i start
all poems
with
“sometimes”
because
“always”
is something
i don’t
seem to
believe in
Waves lap the edge... by ShadowsofLight777, literature
Literature
Waves lap the edge...
Will these languishing lullabies of mine land uprightly - or leave me heaving in the levee of dreams? I taste no oxygen as I pass on... ...into the arms of departure I find lovers - hovering just below memory I rouse only - finally when I fantasize of echos... of who I was in sleep
My Patronus Is A Coffee Pot by ShadowsofLight777, literature
Literature
My Patronus Is A Coffee Pot
The sweetest dose descends
Kneading tenderly...
These limping neuron ends
Mental mists hiss
Percolating - listing
As groggy fogs are hit
By caffeine's kiss
Opus 32, no. 1 The Way of Shame As I'll myself disgrace, knowing your will, Since all who follow you must bear their cross, I only ask that you would be my fill Of love amidst dehumanizing loss. Let your belovedness pervade my soul That I may be reminded I am man And not a worm, a head and not a sole, A filled-up vessel, not a crumpled can. For living poor in spirit is a choice, And not a miserable coincidence— The ceding of my privilege I rejoice To live beyond the lines of my defense. I lose my face, yet find in my rejection An ever-clearer sense of my reflection.
It’s been said that Love is friendship set on fire. If that is true, Then you and I ought to have Started with an ember, And nurtured it gently, Rather than taking the lure Of the instant spark. We skipped The sizzle And Slow build. We dazzled one another For a glorious moment - Transcendent in immolation - Wrapped up in our All-consuming fire, Careless of the worlds we burned. Now, in the aftermath, Amongst the scattered ashes, Our wandering shades Become nothing But curses And Fading names In the cold, Cold, Night.
Rain. Is clear. Is moist, is all perceiving, all absorbing. I am standing in the rain, rain is soaking me through, soaking every inch of my skin. In my shoes it is slushing. Between the toes. Mixing with the lint. Churning a past. I have a lot of lint. I didn't empty my socks this morning. There wasn't any time. Only time enough to throw them out and run into the rain. I wait for the thunder. It doesn't come. I wait longer. I might have even waited longer.
Slowly I began to run. My shoes are pasted in the lint mortar. They are heavy on my feet. I try to run faster. It is not fast en
Current Residence: Somewhere remote amongst the endless cornfields of Iowa Favourite genre of music: Musical Wallpaper of choice: Something Autumn Favourite cartoon character: Marvin Martian Personal Quote: In order to have a good idea, one does not need to be able to spell it
Figured the last time I did one of these was about 8 years ago... I was probably due for a Journal update.
I'm turning 30 today.
So, I thought I'd pull this one back out of the dregs. It's strange to review things you wrote 9 years ago. The words are still familiar.
Happy birthday everyone. :)
Sorry, I know it's been a while.
I will be undergoing some renovation on the account. I am working on submitting some stuff to different lit magazines and stuff like that, but as it really doen't make sense for them to accept something if it's already available for the general public somewhere else, (aka: here) don't be supprised if something you know I've written randomly dissappears for a bit.
I think most magazines work that way. I don't know: who's got the rights and what it means to have already been published and all that jazz.
This is the part where I end the journal entry.
Dear avid fans,
I would just like to apologize in advance for flooding your inboxes. I'm intending on uploading a creative research project I completed at the end of last year. It is a children's book based on several of Leonardo da Vinci's fables.
It is several pages long, with pictures and stuff, but the point is since I have no knowledge or materials necessary for flash or anything, so what it all translated into is: many separate deviations, each a photographed page.
I'll have it in all at once; just a forewarning.
Hope you're all having great summers. Yesterday I left the wheelbarrows full of manure out in the rain. That pretty much